The rainbow of fullness
These last few months have been a complete roller coaster of feelings for me, which brought me to the verge of collapse, yes, very dramatic. I was losing an important person in my life, and his departure made me dread every aspect of it.
I'll put it like this: Imagine that one day, after spending almost your entire life without something that you don't know you need, suddenly, without asking for it, you have it, and you don't know what to do with it. You start to learn to have it, and out of nowhere, quickly, without understanding it, they take it away from you forever; that's how I felt when I lost my dad.